I keep Going and Going and Going

I received my weekly dose of Taxol yesterday after noon. I came home and slept for about 4 hours. My husband came and woke me off the couch at 1o:00p.m. and tried to put me to bed, but it just didn't work out that way, in fact I have been awake now, minus the 4 hour nap, for about 36 hrs, now. I am really starting to feel dazed but still not ready to lie down. I also took 2 yes 2 whole Valiums last night or rather yearly this morning... still no sleep. Now I am begining to feel frustrated. Oh taxol, I don't understand you. Can't live with you ,can't live without you