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Sunday, August 07, 2005

Cancer got my tongue

Pardon my post, or should I say my inability to write skillfully. I woke up this morning feeling fine. Then all a sudden I could not speak... could not move. Literally. It was as if I were in a coma, but awake. My husband soon began to realize that something was wrong. I was crying hystericaly and moaning, but I couldn't form words. I think at first he thought I had overdosed. Wasn't so. He then called 911 and soon the ambulance came. They came in to find me lying on the floor. They had to carry me out of the house and to the gurnie and up into the ambulance.

I had my wits about me, though... I know, because I could still write with my left hand and answer questions by nodding my head up/down or side/side (yes or no.) But I couldn't move my left arm, or anything from my neck down to my toes... couldn't even open my mouth. To better explain this, I should say the only things I could move was my right arm, hand and fingers, my neck and my eyes.

I don't feel as if I can write anymore right now.

When I feel better I will blog about it.

12 Comments:

Blogger f. said...

Oh dear Lori, I hope you are okay now. Always thinking of you. <3

9:36 PM  
Anonymous Andy Chua said...

Dear Lori,

I am a Malaysian, heard your plea, heart felf.
Remember:
There are friends around you, praying, and best wishes to you and your family.

I pray:

God of my salvation, my hope, my plan, my provider, my guidance, my healer, my everything.
This day, friend across the lands, mountains, rivers and seas who needs your special attention and help. Power from you, the Al-mighty ones make connection to charge my friend, Lori. Gives her the assurance of Your Power and Salvation. Grants her a life that is meaningful, excited, challenge and shinning too. Makes wisdom and understanding in her mind and with patience to endurance of pains and sufferings. Above all, touch her with your hands that will make her well again, strong and praising Your name forevermore.

Thank You Lord for You loves the people and I care for them. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen

10:51 PM  
Anonymous Yvonne Foong said...

Dearest Lori,

I'm so guilty and helpless when I read this. I just don't know what to do. I'm no good at saying affirming words either. But I want you to know that you have someone thinking of you on the other side of the globa. You are in my prayers, and you will always remain young and beautiful. Think of the sweet things you've gone through. Doing that helped me after surgeries so I hope it works for you too.

Stay positive and cheers!

Love, Yvonne

6:43 AM  
Anonymous Cary said...

Sweetpea,

You scared the bejeezus out of me yesterday...but it'll be a great one to tell the grandchildren, eh?

11:34 AM  
Blogger Torrie said...

Lori, I wish I could hug you.
NEVER GIVE UP.

3:06 PM  
Anonymous Kizzy said...

Lovies to Lori...wish I knew a really fantastic joke to make you burst in to laughter and forget all this crap. I'm really glad you called the other night I loved talking with you...you're a fun and fabulous person...love to you!!

Kizzy-Lou

5:00 PM  
Blogger Tris Hussey said...

May you feel loving kindness
May you be well
May you be peaceful and at ease
May you be happy

Namaste.

5:38 PM  
Blogger Jeannette said...

Gosh, Lori, I hope you are feeling better and that whatever this is, it is temporary. You must have been frightened (Cary, too!). As always, you are in my prayers.

6:21 PM  
Anonymous gaela said...

Terrifying!
Oh sweet Lori, you must have been so scared. Can you move/speak okay now? Can I bring you guys anything tonight?

8:15 PM  
Anonymous Lisa said...

Lori & Cari
Sending you love and support, dont give up. You are in my thoughts.
I mailed you Cary, hang in there - here if you need a friend.
Lisa in England xxxx

3:14 AM  
Anonymous Joi said...

Lori,
You can add my heart to the lists of hearts being touched by "Lori and Cary" and add my prayers to the masses of prayers launching Heavenward.

There's a lot of power in love and even more in prayer.

PLEASE let me know if there is ever anything I can do. I'm an e-mail away. joi@thementalfitnesscenter.com

With love and prayers,
Joi

4:59 AM  
Blogger Jen said...

Lori-
You're so full of strength, I am continually amazed by you. Know that you're not going through this alone.
If the power of hopes, prayers and wishes can do anything, please know that you have a virtual army behind you.
Your openness in dealing with this horrible disease is wonderful. You're a role model!
Jen
[Stomach Cancer-- 1st operation coming up Monday 8/15]

5:15 PM  
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