Too sexy for my hair: a cancer blog

Monday, August 01, 2005

San Fran-freakso

Dear Family,
Long weekend.
Those who were with me, you know what I mean. Those who were not... I am still debating."Do I share my weekend with you or not?"

I am sorry, it has been building up inside of me for the last several months. I was trying to take care of it on my own. I didn't/don't want to burden anyone anymore than I already have. I was avoiding therapy because of the expense. I turned to taking care of others to distract myself from my own issues. May I express that the issues are plural x's ten. I realize now that if I wan't to take care of other people I must take care of myself first. The next two weeks I will be doing so. I may or may not blog about. I have recorded some confessions that I may post.

I must take it day by day for now.

Blog ya later,

Lori

8 Comments:

Anonymous gaela said...

Hey chica,

Take care of business, then come back to us. We'll be thinking about'cha. And if we can help, you'd tell us, right?

9:02 PM  
Blogger Lori Miller said...

Gaela,
you always help me... smile that is. :)

9:12 PM  
Blogger Krissy said...

I'll be waiting to read what you write. No matter what it's about.

8:23 AM  
Anonymous Kizzy said...

Lovies to you Lori girlie!! You aren't alone....we are here for real...not just messages on a screen but real people here to lend support.

Love,

Kizzy

4:44 PM  
Anonymous gaela said...

ditto on that, kizzy.
-G

10:31 PM  
Anonymous alice said...

Dear Lori, Forgive me, but I haven't posted a comment in a while. Ya see, I had saved one post as a favorite and every time I pulled it up it was naturally the same post. Dah! I just kept thinking that you were taking a break and not posting. Now that I have that figured out, I was elated to see that you had posted yesterday and the day before. That's a good sign. It helps me to know that you are reaching out to your some old and some new circle of friends. The word burden never comes to mind when I think of you. Love, loving, caring, big hearted, smart as a whip, funny, mother of my well kept grand doggies, my best and only son's wife, my best and only daughter's sister-in-law, a hard worker, creator of beauty, talented, tender, thoughtful,one who never complains, did I say loving,sweet and a very fun friend? Did you hear use the words heavy or cumbersome? No!
You have a right to be. Being you is all you need to be.I feel that I'm the luckiest person in the world and that's partly because you're in my world day in and day out. Remember, I like what you like. Always and ever I here for you. Tenderly, Mom Alice

12:05 PM  
Anonymous alice said...

Or, always and ever I'm here for you. Love, Alice

12:08 PM  
Anonymous Kizzy said...

Well put momma. :)

6:39 PM  
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