Feeling A Little Bit Of Everything

I have much on my mind this evening. Somethings I am afraid to write about. Maybe afraid is not the right word. I would definetly describe my mood as melancholy, depressed and sad. I swear it's the Taxol that brings me down. I have had to take my seroquel these last two days. I have had lots of anxiety, anger,and aggitation. Maybe its those mood swings that come along with menopause? They could be just natural feelings that I should be feeling considering all that I have been through and all that I will continue to go through. While I write about this I think of you Grandma Betty. I know you struggle too. Between you and I (and everyone else who is reading) I think my Grandama Riggs suffers from depression as well. I try and visit my grandma Riggs as much as I can. I will be visiting her tomorrow for her Birthday. She will be turning 88 years old! Wow! Happy Birthday Grandma Riggs!

Well onto something totally unrelated but most important to me and dear to my heart, my friend Lisa. Lisa is someone I had met via my blog. We have gotten to know one another well through this cyber world and we hope that one day we will meet in person. She really wants to come out to visit our city of San Francisco and I really want to show her around. Actually I wouldn't mind visiting her land, England. Back to the main topic, Lisa like myself is a cancer patient. Lisa's battle with cancer makes mine look like a walk in the park. It was first found that she had Kidney cancer but shortly after the Doctors had found that her cancer had spread to her bowels and her lymphatic system. Lisa has literally been through hell these last few weeks.
She describes to me that she has felt so ill and sometimes questioned if she could continue these gawd awful treatments she is undergoing. Lisa has spent the last several weeks in the hospital undergoing R-chop chemo as well as stem cell transplants. She is so ill right now and needs much prayer, positive energy, good thoughts whatever you want to call it as long as you call it for her! Lisa will be my first cancer patient on our new blog Mission: Remission. There I can go into more detail about Lisa's battle with cancer.

That reminds me. My husband and I have mostly completed the Mission: Remission site! Now the about me and other details need to be updated, but the basic design is complete. Please feel free to go check it out and let us know what you think. Slowly but surely things are getting accomplished. That I must admit is exciting to me. I just need to keep my eye on the prize. We are getting there.

Tired and ready catch some ZZZZZZZ's