But I am to tired to type

There is so much that I would like to express through words. Quickly I digress. My body is tired, weak, and in so much pain.

Cary, all because of you. You know the rest of the song. There could never be a stronger man in my eyes.

Mom, thank you for being here now more than ever. How did you know? Must be a mothers intuition.

Dana, thank you so much! I received your package the same day as I was making my Target shopping list. Of course, the list consisted of hair removal and hair care products. : )

Sandee, I hated Taxotere! Navelbine has invaded my body with the worst of aches and pains. Never have I experienced such pain with any other chemo before. My Oncologist, pharmacist and myself have finally come to a solution for all the pain. At first I was so afraid. I was literally in tears from the fear of such medicine. Then the pain began to wake me at night in tears. I finally broke and fearfully began to take my methadone and morphine mixture. My body once again adjusts. I can now continue with the Navelbine.

Sandee, please remember that we all respond to the medicine differently. Navelbine might be the one for you. I still must wait, give the therapy time. After speaking to my DR. today it sounds like we may be having CTScans around the same time. After the scan we will then know if Navelbine is right for me.

Wow being so tired when I first started typing. I surprise myself.

Goodnight**

Here Goes Nothing

So I promised myself I would start posting more often. Today would have been the perfect day for a nice long post but my legs were in so much agony we decided to up the ante on my medication (We as my husband, my mother, and myself) so I slept my afternoon and evening away. I am still exhausted but for once in six plus week(s) I finally feel comfortably numb. So no qualms from me this evening.

Dana please try and find some peace this evening. When it hurts this much we need to take it day by day. Your not alone.

Lisa, I am still sending your package. I myself still am taking it day by day. :)

Now I literally hear my bed calling for me, Uh... oh wait thats my husband.

Night World